Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

My new Christmas accessory

See this little item...this has become my new Christmas accessory.


It is called a knee immobilizer. Seems that for me sleeping is dangerous. I went to straighten my right knee the other night and my knee was locked into the bent position. After much screaming in pain, tears, and waking up the house, I finally agreed to go to the emergency room. So off we go...Honey, Princess, and fat Mama. Of course it had to be the coldest damn night in history. The temp gauge in the truck said it was 3...yes that is three degrees...with a wind chill of -25.

Seems that I have now torn my right lateral meniscus...lovely. Now I get to wear this darn thing for a few days. Merry Christmas to me.

UPDATE: After 24 hours and some loverly Vicodin it is now feeling better. I can straighten it a bit but it is still sore.

Moral of the story..I don't have to do anything but try to sleep and I still get hurt..damn it. LOL.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Monday, December 15, 2008

New fav recipe

If you have not been to her site before..you must visit it.

http://thepioneerwoman.com/cooking/

My new favorite dish is Pasta Alla Vodka. I am sure it is soooo very healthy..LOL..not. It may not be heart healthy but let me tell you...it is hunger pain (or is it hunger pang?) satisfying!

The best part of it was that my dear darling husband made it! I was going to take before and after shots of the HUGE vat..er..I mean.. bowl that we made but well, I didn't feel like wasting precious eating time looking for the camera.

Anyway..if you like pasta..you must try it..yum-o

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Hip replacement

Found a website that I am going to share with Princess when I have my surgery at the end of May. Yes I am going to be in pain..but hopefully the outcome will be worth the agony.

http://www.edheads.org/activities/hip/index.htm

(Click on start for the Virtual hip replacement surgery. )

Tell me what you think of the site? Anyone else out there under the age of 45 who has had hip replacement?

work

Sometimes working from home has distinct disadvantages......



"No work allowed..you must pet me instead."



" You call that work..hah..I could do that if I had thumbs.."







Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Know what

Know what really ticks me off.

Typing a letter while listing to a doctor yammer on and on....only to have her pause and then tell me to disregard the letter. PISSES ME TOTALLY OFF!!!!!

Especially because I get paid by the line..so the time I just spent typing those damn words she just rambled, I just wasted. I get paid NOTHING for dealing with that bull crap.

If you are a doctor or happen to love one please ask them to THINK before you start to do your dictation. Are you sure that this person needs a letter? Do you have a clue what you want to say.

There is a real live person who has to listen to your conversations with other people, listen to your snotty nose, listen to your pager or cell phone ring, listen to you eat your lunch, listen to you yell at your kids, sometimes listen to you go pee, and especially listen to your mouse click while you are checking your e-mail or surfin' the net. I would love to surf the net but I can't. Don't waste my time listening to you do it while you think of what you want to say about Jane Doe's hip pain.

GRRRRRR....

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

just not in the mood

Not sure if it is because I have been sick for the past week or what but I am just not in the mood.

Not in the mood for Christmas. We have yet to get a single decoration up. Still don't have our tree yet. Maybe this weekend.

Not in the mood for working. Tired of my fat ass sitting in this chair for many hours each day and the paycheck not reflecting the work that goes into it. Would actually much rather be at the gym getting a smaller ass believe it or not.

Not in the mood to blow my nose or wash my hands anymore. Nose is raw and hands are cracked and actually bled this morning cause they are so dry.

Not in the mood to go to the post office and deal with stupid people, so meanwhile my dear sister's birthday present sits here. Maybe, I'll just wait and if she ever wants to visit her cranky ass sister, she will have it waiting for her..LOL.

Not in the mood to send Christmas cards. Have them sitting here staring at me and actually have stamps so I would not have to deal with the post office.

Not in the mood to drive another mile. Drove over 70 miles yesterday alone between going to the orthopaedic surgeon and dropping off or picking up the kid at school.

Not in the mood to think about cooking dinner. Tired of food but have to feed the child.

Not in the mood for this rain. Like the somewhat "warmer" temps but dislike the rain. Need some sun.

Just not in the mood. Ever have a day like this?

Thursday, December 4, 2008

death bed no more

Well after 5 days of feeling like I should be asking for Lillies for Christmas, I am finally able to feel somewhat human today.

I felt like Pigpen from Charlie Brown..but instead of dirt, I had a cloud of toxic germs floating around me. I have had the snot factory in overdrive, coughing up a lung or two, plugged ears, swollen neck glands, and more aches and pains than I ever thought possible. So tell me..why did I get that flu shot this year?

Anyway...after dealing with it for four days, I finally took myself off to the Docs yesterday. He is a wonderful doctor. I think family doctors are great people who deserve much more love and kindness. After listening to my tachycardic heart, looking in my inflamed ears, feeling my swollen neck, he said..."Yep..you're sick". LOL.. Thanks doc..that will be 20 bucks right? LOL. So now I am on 10 days of antibiotics since my immune system is crap anyway and can't seem to do it's job completely and also on Mucinex DM. BTW..those Mucinex commercials are gross..really gross.

So after sleeping for over 14 hours and being on the meds, I think I am beginning to feel like a real person now.

Moral of this story..wash your hands more than you ever though possible, stay away from sick people, buy stock in Mucinex, and hug your family doctor!

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Hopefully to help a friend

"Before I Was A Mom"

Before I was a Mom I made and ate hot meals.I had unstained clothing. I had quiet conversations on the phone.

Before I was a Mom I slept as late as I wanted. And never worried about how late I got into bed. I brushed my hair and my teeth everyday.

Before I was Mom I cleaned my house each day. I never tripped over toys or forgot words to lullabies.

Before I was a Mom I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom I had never been puked on, pooped on, spit on, peed on, or pinched by tiny fingers.

Before I was a Mom I had complete control of my mind, my thoughts, my body and all my feelings. I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so that doctors could do tests or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didn't know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a Mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important.

Before I was a Mom I had never gotten up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was OK.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache or the satisfaction of being a Mom.

I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much............before I was a Mom.

Monday, December 1, 2008

December 1

So it's December first and I feel like CRAP..I mean complete and total crap. I was up all night with a loverly sinus infection. Now I am running a 101 fever but I still have to work. I so wish I had a job that allowed me to take paid sick days. Of course that would mean having a schedule which I don't like either. I know..bitch..bitch..bitch..LOL.

Oh..and Misty decided that the hallway was too busy for her this morning to get to the bathroom so she decided to use the laundry basket sitting in front of the washer as her litter box. Luckily there was only the towel that we used to dry the dog off with in there. Damn cat.

Honey went to pick up Princess and get something for dinner, so maybe I should go crawl back into bed for a bit.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday!!!
30 years ago today I was sitting in a hospital hallway waiting to meet my sister. One of the best days of my childhood!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Radio City Rockettes

Went and saw the Radio City Rockettes (on tour). If you get the chance..the tickets are worth every single hard earned penny!




Rules for diet under stress

Came across this in my file cabinet the other day...just in time for Thanksgiving tomorrow!

RULES FOR DIET UNDER STRESS

1. If you eat something and no one sees you eat it, it has no calories.

2. If you drink a diet soda with a candy bar, the calories in the candy bar are canceled by the diet soda. This is medically called the "Liquefaction Process".

3. When you eat with someone else, calories don't count if you don't eat as much as they do. This is called "Calorie Cancellation by Reciprocity".

4. Food eaten for medical purposes NEVER counts, such as hot chocolate, toast, and Sara Lee Cheesecake.

5. If you eat with a person fatter than you, you lose calories. Many wonder why they look thinner and feel thinner around fat people. If is because they ARE thinner. The exact process and theory is still a mystery to physicist, but it follows the Newtonian principle that larger bodies attract, or have a pull, on smaller bodies in proximity to them. This results in a gravitational pull upon the calories of the smaller body. Dietitians describe it as "Centrifugal Calorie Remission".

6. Cookie pieces contain no calories. The process of breaking cookies causes calorie leakage. The same principle holds as well for other foods. Hence, instead of eating a chocolate pie whole, if you eat it in pieces you intake less calories.

7. Movie related foods have no additional calories because they are part of the entire entertainment package and not of one's personal fuel.

8. Foods that have the same color have the same number of calories. Examples are spinach and pistachio ice cream, mushrooms and white chocolate. NOTE: Chocolate is a universal and maybe substituted for any other food color. This principle's biological name is "Calorie Equilibrium by Chromasynthesis".


So...everyone enjoy your Thanksgiving dinner without guilt!!!

Monday, November 24, 2008

Monday feeling

Here is what Monday feels like to me today...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jIfu2A0ezq0

Thursday, November 20, 2008

sad



Sad news today. Humphrey (Dad's English Bulldog) fell into the pool and could not get out.
What to do to help with the grief of a lost pet. Just yesterday he went out and bought Humpy Dump a sweater cause it was getting chilly.

Sadness, tears, frustration..I should have sent this link.

http://www.smartpakcanine.com/productclass.aspx?productClassId=5273&GCID=C11284x040

http://www.skamper-ramp.com

If you have a pool and a small pet, child, etc. Please get one of these.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Merry Christmas

I know..I am early at that greeting...but Big Mama scored today!!

I was able to get Princess her Nintendo Wii which is really the only HUGE item on her Christmas wish list. I actually stopped by ToysRUs but that place was crazy and the people who worked there did not have a clue. So I drove down to the road to Meijers. Got a great lady to help and she found a system in the back! It was on sale for $249 w/the Wii Sports game included. WOOHOO!

I can't believe I actually paid that much money for one gift but it was her #1 wish item. It was on her Christmas list last year but we didn't get it. I am sort of glad that we waited. I think that she will like it much better now that she is a bit older (and has had the chance to practice when she spends the night with her friend who has the "cool mom'")

Well time for me to get to work to pay for this little gem.

Wishing everyone Happy Holidays and hope Santa brings you what you want and need.

Monday, November 3, 2008

new toy...

I finally got around to upgrading my old worn out cell phone. This is my new one..it has a camera, internet access, games, and even an FM radio..I feel so hip now..LOL.

Isn't she pretty? Now I need to find a fancy case for her.



Saturday, November 1, 2008

game systems

Trying to figure out what system is better (as far as price, number of "girl" games offered, etc...)

1. XBox
2. Wii
3. Playstation
4. Gamecube

Any and all input is welcome. Thanks!

Friday, October 31, 2008

vent

Can I just vent for a moment. Please skip this if you don't want to read it. I just need to get it out.

I REALLY FRICKEN HATE having rheumatoid arthritis. It stops me from living my life and I have just about HAD IT. I will be 40 next year and I feel like I am 85.

I could not take my own daughter out trick or treating last night. I could barely walk from one end of our 1200 square foot ranch house to the other. I hate that it is preventing me from doing so many things. I hate that I am seriously looking at purchasing a cane in the next week. I can't walk in the grocery store without hanging on for dear life to a shopping cart. I hate that it prevents me from getting a full nights sleep. Not to mention, just simply standing in the kitchen making cookies last night completely wiped me out today. I actually had to have my daughter put my socks on this morning and I had to use crutches to get around. It seriously pisses me off.

If you are able to get up in the morning and get to the bathroom without worrying about peeing on yourself, be very thankful.

If you can take your child to events without wondering if there is going to be a place for you to sit or how much you will be able to stand, be very thankful.

If you can volunteer at your child's school without having to sit all the time, be very thankful.

If you can stand in one place for more than five minutes and still be able to move afterwards, be very thankful.

If you can reach over and tie your own shoelaces, be very thankful.

If you can walk to your own mailbox and get the mail, be very thankful.

If you can make it a day without pain so severe you understand why people choose to die, be very thankful.

Me..I am thankful that I have friends and family that understand and are there to help me. I am also thankful that I have health insurance and medications to get me through the rough times. I am also planning for total hip replacement next year, because I can't stand to sit out any more.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

cat attention

Do you know how difficult it is to type with a cat who wants attention? I think it is worse than a child. She is presently sitting in my lap and walking all over my desk purring up a storm. I have black cat hair everywhere.

Now a word from Misty:

kfdncv pp[djkfjhas;;;;;;;;;;guhhjvhbmjnnmnm,


Okay..time for me to get back to work...a full day of shoulder pain, wrist pain, knee pain, and surgeries for all of the above. I just love the world of orthopaedics...LOL..

Hey..get your little head out of my coffee cup...Is french vanilla coffee bad for cats? Just askin.....

Thursday, October 23, 2008

massage therapy

Can I just say..I think that everyone should have a professional massage at least once. Me, I would like to have them once a week. After over a year, I finally found another massage therapist. She is also an R.N. in labor/maternity and can I just say..THANK GOD!! It was wonderful. I feel like a new human.

I had been taking so much medicine because my hips/back/neck have been hurting and the fact that I have not been sleeping due to the pain and it finally drove me to call and make an appointment.

It was am omen..she had a cancellation for yesterday morning. She worked on this fat arthritic woman for 75 minutes and I am amazed at the difference. She found muscles that were causing me pain that I didn't even know about.

For the first time in a year, I could lift up my right foot and put my socks on....myself.... this morning. I have energy and can walk better. I think she might have even stretched me out and added an inch back onto this 5'2" frame..

If anyone, that I know personally, ever wants a massage gift certificate (with a licensed professional massage therapist..LOL)..I will get you one..just let me know!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

new member

We have a new family member...her name (so far) is Misty. Her previous owners moved away and just left her outside. She had been wandering the neighborhood for the last 3 weeks and I finally convinced my hubby to let us take her in. Most of us are happy to have her..




He on the otherhand..is not so happy to see her..after being an "only pet" for 6 1/2 years..he is a bit wary and sad..


Poor thing..hope they become friends soon..

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Christmas wish list

Can I have him for Christmas????
(Of course my husband might have something to say about that..)
Wow..yummy...I have a thing for guys with gray (or is it grey) hair.






Everyone should

No one has a reason not to vote.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Fall

I love the fall. I love everything about it.

Life slows down, temps cool, windows open, time to be all snuggly, good books are out. I seem to be energized by the cooler temps. My arthritis (usually) settles down a bit. I feel more alive in the fall. There are colors all around. Most people prefer spring and the new life that it brings. I have always been the opposite.

To me Fall brings hot cocoa, apples, festivals, hayrides, pumpkins, hugs, family, holidays, togetherness, love.

Monday, September 29, 2008

Anniversary

My Husband,
You are my partner,
my sweetheart,
my confidante and advisor,
my comforter and friend...
You are my quiet place away from the rest of the world
You are my love and my life.

Friday, September 26, 2008

land of the lost

Okay..so I have not been around for quite some time..well we had Ike come to visit and he decided to take the power for 1/2 a million people. Lucky for us we live close to the back up water pumping station (3 houses away) so our electric was only out for 3 1/2 hours....but our cable/internet..that was out from 9/13 until 9/24..Talk about agony.

We could not gripe because our neighbors across the street were without power..yes..power until Tuesday night 9/23 at 8:30 pm. (9/13-9/23) WTF..DP&L...

So since I work from home, I had to get my work somehow..so I spent twice a day loitering in the police station parking lot since it was a wi-fi hotspot. I didn't feel like going to Mickey D's or anyplace else because since soooo many were without power..those places that did were SWAMPED. So it was me and the police...and some cute looking police there are..

Anywho..one thing I learned about having limited TV (thank goodness for TV antennas improved with aluminum foil...LOL)..and internet..I really didn't miss them. Sad to say. I have over 300 bookmarks and I really have no need for them in the grand scheme of things.

So I am cutting back my internet/computer time from now on. No more 2-3 hours a day..YIKES..talk about avoiding work. I am limiting myself to 30 minutes of surfing in the morning and 30 minutes in the evening. Sounds crazy I am sure..but I have realized that my Princess is growing up, my honey loves me, there are great books to read, fall is in the air and that means festivals..and I want to do all of that.

I'll still check e-mail more regularly but my internet surfboard is now on the beach for a bit.

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Politically steaming mad!

Okay..I was going to stay off of my soapbox today in honor of 9/11...but this story has TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY FREAKED ME OUT!!!

http://voices.washingtonpost.com/the-trail/2008/09/11/war_with_russia_palin_talks_fo.html?hpid=topnews

For the first time in my entire adult life, I actually FEAR for the future of my darling daughter. What is up with these politicians????WAR WITH RUSSIA...IS THIS WOMAN ON CRACK!!!!!!!!

Does she not not have a clue about her American history, WWII, the ATOMIC BOMB, NUCLEAR WEAPONS!!

We Americans thought that 9/11 was horrible...image what would happen..just imagine our children fearing for their lives..fearing "THE BOMB". We would not even begin to be prepared for the destruction that this would entail.

In memorial


Wednesday, September 10, 2008

more politics

All I have to say is OMFG.

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/americas/7607039.stm

I really hope this link works so that people can read it.

#5 makes me just wonder about this woman all together. Sure she is pretty and all and I am sure that many women will vote for her just because she is a WOMAN but COME ON PEOPLE!!

"A month before her fifth child, Trig, was due, Mrs Palin's waters broke while she was in Texas to address a conference. She delivered her speech nonetheless and embarked on the long flight back to Alaska - changing planes in Seattle - before travelling an hour by road to hospital to give birth. She says she was not in "active labour" and her doctor said it was fine. Alaska Airlines allows women to travel in the late stages of pregnancy. Husband Todd - a commercial fisherman - is quoted by the Anchorage Daily News as saying: "You can't have a fish picker from Texas." Three days later, Mrs Palin was back at work. "

WTF...this woman needs to care about HER CHILDREN instead of herself and her "career".

Okay..stepping off my soapbox for now.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Lucky me

I have to admit I must have done something right to be so blessed. I have married a wonderful man who ENJOYS cooking. The bad thing is that he is REALLY, REALLY good at it.

Yesterday he cooked homemade sauce and meatballs. Tonight, he made chicken parmigiana. OMG!! I feel miserable now. I was only able to eat 1/2 of it. It is a case where my mouth wants more but my stomach is SCREAMING.."NO MORE ROOM!" It has gotten to the point where we hardly go out to eat anymore because what he makes is 1000 times better than any restaurant.

No wonder I REALLY need to lose 35+ pounds. DARN it.

Thank heaven for bringing such a wonderful, caring, funny, handsome, talented man into my life..(and our kitchen).

Tomorrow night...pork loin..yum... LOL

political quotes

The best political quote I have heard so far that sums up this election:

"Women voting for McCain are like chickens voting for Colonel Sanders."


My feeling: "Don't let the pretty sparkling curtain in front hide the "frightening wizard" behind".

Friday, September 5, 2008

Bookmarks

Is it bad to have over 350 bookmarks in your favorites along with 15 subfolders of even more bookmarks?

Just askin.



Guess I'll have to clean them up when I get the time..amazing how many I forgot about and feel that I just can't get rid of now..LOL

I sound like Princess.."But I NEEEEEDDD that one, oh..and that one too, can't get rid of that one".

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

funny kids

Settting: Princess voice from the office to parents in the living room:

Princess yelling out to Dad and Mom: How do you spell pecker?

Mom and Dad burst into giggles: um...Why do you..... laugh..laugh..need to know how to spell pecker?

Princess: I'm writing an e-mail. I have the wood...but I need the pecker.

Mom and Dad burst into gales of laughter..reaching tear point: "BAHHHHH..giggle..snort..um..why..laugh..do you...giggle... want to spell pecker?"

Princess: Stop laughing..I need to spell pecker..I have the wood but not the pecker.....

Mom and Dad: giggle, BAHHH...tears...snort..cough..choke..laugh...

Princess: I am tryin to write woodpecker..Please spell pecker for me...

Mom: P..E..C..K..E..laugh..laugh..R....laugh..BAHHH...tears..

Dad: Laugh...Well at least she just wants to know how to spell it and not see one yet...laugh.. giggle..snort..laugh...

gotta go change my pants now....laugh..laugh.. I love having a daughter.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

sniff..sniff..sob..sniff..

Well the day had come that I was dreading for lo...these past 99 months..the realization that my little girl was..well..um..a girl. I wanted her to stay my baby forever but as Mother Nature doesn’t listen to my prayers..the day finally arrived...the day I had to buy her these....




Buy the way..what the heck is it with the term "bralette"? Who came up with this term?

She had been asking for one for a few weeks now as her "little buds" had begun sprouting and her friend had one and she thought it was "cool". Little does she know the horrors that will be in store for her in the future. She will learn to dispise this little bit of fabric, elastic, and what ever else torture apparatus that is installed (can you say..underwire)...ahhhh...
Okay..off to cry..sniff..sniff..

Thursday, August 7, 2008

New favorite book



This is Princess' new favorite book for the summer. Recommended for all ages. This author is wonderfully funny. Here is his website: http://www.alankatzbooks.com


Friday, August 1, 2008

Countdown

Well today was the last day of summer camps for Princess.

She has started the countdown until school...27 days from today..LOL. We already have 90% of the school supplies either purchased or recycled from previous years.

Now if I can just get through the next 3 1/2 weeks trying to work full-time from home along with being a social director for an 8-year-old spoiled only child.

I would much rather be the full-time social director as they have more fun..but alas..bills need to be paid.

Friday, July 25, 2008

Randy Pausch

Randy Pausch, the professor at Carnegie Mellon University who inspired countless students in the classroom and others worldwide through his highly acclaimed last lecture, has died of complications from pancreatic cancer. He was 47.

Also a Carnegie Mellon alumnus, Pausch co-founded the Entertainment Technology Center and led researchers who created Alice, a revolutionary way to teach computer programming. He was widely respected in academic circles for a unique interdisciplinary approach, bringing together artists, dramatists and designers to break new ground by working in collaboration with computer scientists.

Outside the classroom, he gained public fame for delivering what would come to be known as "The Last Lecture." On Sept. 18, 2007, only a month after doctors told him that he had three-to-six months to live following a recurrence of pancreatic cancer, he presented a lecture called "Really Achieving Your Childhood Dreams" to a packed auditorium at Carnegie Mellon.

The moving and often humorous talk recounted his efforts to achieve such childhood dreams as becoming a professional football player, experiencing zero gravity and developing Disney World attractions. In the process, he shared his insights on finding the good in other people, working hard to overcome obstacles and living generously.

"If you lead your life the right way, the karma will take care of itself," Pausch said. "The dreams will come to you."

The video appeared on countless websites and has been viewed by millions. Appearances on the Oprah Winfrey Show, ABC's Good Morning America and the CBS Evening News followed.

A book version, "The Last Lecture" co-written by Jeff Zaslow of the Wall Street Journal (and a fellow Carnegie Mellon alumnus), became a best-seller upon its release this spring.

"Randy had an enormous and lasting impact on Carnegie Mellon," said Carnegie Mellon President Jared L. Cohon. "A brilliant researcher and gifted teacher, he was a key member of our Human-Computer Interaction Institute and co-founder of the Entertainment Technology Center. His love of teaching, his sense of fun and his brilliance came together in the Alice project, which teaches students computer programming while enabling them to do something fun — making animated movies and games. Carnegie Mellon — and the world — are better places for having had Randy Pausch in them."

Pausch was also a pioneer in the development of virtual reality, including creating the popular Building Virtual Worlds class.

A memorial service at Carnegie Mellon University in Pittsburgh is being planned; details will be announced at a later date.

He is survived by his wife, Jai, and three children: Chloe, Dylan and Logan. The family requests that donations on his behalf be directed to the Pancreatic Cancer Action Network, 2141 Rosecrans Ave., Suite 7000, El Segundo, CA 90245, or to Carnegie Mellon's Randy Pausch Memorial Fund, which the university will use primarily to support continued work on the Alice project.

For more information on Randy's life and legacy, read In Memoriam: Randy Pausch, Innovative Computer Scientist at Carnegie Mellon, Launched Education Initiatives, Gained Worldwide Acclaim for Last Lecture.

Here is the video:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

breakfast

Is it bad to have this for breakfast? Yum..cannoli...better than donuts....ummmm..



I figured it was okay because I had a fresh cherry tomato about an hour ago...that balances it out right??

Gardens

Can I just say... There is nothing better in the morning that a Cherry Tomato picked fresh from the small patch of garden in our back yard.

Came home from taking Princess to day camp, let the pooch out and since we had quite the storm last night with some good rain, figured I had better check on our tomato and cucumber plants. (We also grow herbs but tomato and cucumbers are the regulars.) Well I saw that we had a little bunch of the cherry tomatoes turning red..one especially red one, so I picked it, used the dew from last night's rain to wash it off, and popped it into my mouth.. OH..my...talk about sweet and a great flavor..wow.. Looks like we will be having more by the end of the week and maybe a few cucumbers..I can't wait.

BTY..hubby was reading an article in the NYT this morning about people who like to eat local grown organic food but can't get to the farmer's market. They now have people who will come in build you a garden in your backyard, weed it weekly, and harvest the stuff and leave it on your back porch in a box for you when they are done..LOL!! They are calling them Lazy Locavores.

Here is the article: http://www.nytimes.com/2008/07/22/dining/22local.html?ex=1374465600&en=5ea9bfd45d9e20d6&ei=5124&partner=permalink&exprod=permalink

I am sort of that..a semi-Lazy Locavore...but I do have to say..I really do enjoy the harvesting part from our little patch. Yummy..

Monday, July 21, 2008

I won..I won..I really won something.

Okay..I am the type to never win anything..ever.....sometimes the only luck I have is bad..

Well those who know me well know that I love me a good smut book. You know the series romance books by Harlequin..etc. I have been reading them ever since I was 12 and Aunt Jean would buy them for me by the "buck a bagfull" at the flea market. It was like she handed me gold when she gave me a bag full of them. LOVE them...LOVE the simple escape they provide, LOVE the happy ending (and okay..I love the HOT scenes too).

Well I have been visiting a favorite author's website daily for some time now. http://jillshalvis.com/blog/ ...and anyway this weekend she had a name that photo contest and I won. I got to win one of her books!!!

I am amazed. I never win anything. I think it was Aunt Jean shining down on me to change my luck and letting me know that romance is always alive in this world.

Happy Monday all.

Friday, July 18, 2008

Teenage crushes or I kissed my husband in front of Rick Springfield.

Well I had to go see honey at work to pick up my car keys which fell out in the truck this morning. We are chatting outside where he was working with Princess watching the lady DJ from MIX 107.7 do her thing.

We are chatting and a van pulls up and out steps Rick Springfield..2 feet from us. Talk about high school flash back. Dang that man is cute..(even if Princess thinks he needs a haircut)..Hard to believe he is 58!!!

Well time for honey to get back to work (reading his book actually) so Princess and I give him a kiss goodbye. After I get my kiss I look over and there is Rick Springfield looking at me and Princess kissing our love..Princess waves bye to Rick and Daddy and off we go..

Hope honey brings home some swag from the show. LOL...

Thursday, July 10, 2008

working from home

This is what it feels like some days working from home.

Of course they left out the kid coming in every two seconds, the desk is bigger than mine, and the office is much cleaner.

This is more my desk:



Tuesday, July 8, 2008

Frickin cool...

Okay. I had been amazed at all these blogger people who could do a picture of their screen..AKA a screen shot.

Well today, I figured it out (using a windows computer).

1. Push the "PrtSc" or print screen button (usually located next to the F12 key)
2. Open your imaging software (or even WordPerfect or MS Word). I used MS Paint.
3. Hit Ctrl+V to paste.

FRICKIN TA..DA!! there is the pic of the screen shot that you took.


You can then save the pic to post, etc..

I am sure that there are many out there who might already know this but darn it...some of us didn't have a clue. LOL

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

spam e-mail

Sometimes I occasionally look through the spam box before I hit the empty button and it is amazing to me some of the subject lines. Mind you I NEVER open any of these lest they increase my quantity of spam..which so far has a record of 696 messages in one day. Here are some of the subject lines I found interesting:

1. Goodiest bo proposition.. (What does this mean? Who is bo?)

2. Sale 86% off, another that is 81% off (WTH..I have trouble calculating 15% off sale prices..like I can figure out 86 or 81%)

3. Add more inches to your shaft, add up to 4 inches to your penis, etc... (um...no thanks...no "shaft" or "penis" here)

4. Scarlet Johansson spotted in see-through bikini (If I looked like her..I wouldn't mind wearing a bikini..let alone a see-through one)

5. You look really stupid (Well you're stupid cause your name is evelyn ulysses or elvyn orlando)

6. Free xxx teen clips, variations on this theme (ewww...no thanks..)

7. 80% discount watch store, you will not find a better watch copy for less, etc...(Lots of watch issues online..what you don’t have the little clock on your computer to show the time?)

8. Diplomas without exams, increase your salary, etc.. (you too can buy a Masters Degree in BS for only 19.95)

9. I wonder why you’re still shy (LOL..me...shy..um...NOT)

10. Awake the beast in yourself (LOL...well I know I can be a beast sometimes and I have no trouble waking it.)

And my all time favorite so far today:


Treatment for tiny dingdongs

I didn’t know about treatment..is there treatment for Cupcakes, Twinkies, Little Debbie Swiss Rolls, candy bars..where do I get this treatment...sign me up..I could always use more chocolate

Amazing to me what the internet has created...LOL.

Monday, June 23, 2008

Random thoughts while avoiding work:

Is concentrated laundry detergent REALLY any different than regular? I think they just package the same stuff in smaller containers.

Where is DHH lunch box that he could not find this morning? Hope his day is going well..at least it is cooler out today since he is working on the plane tarmac or is it tarmat or tarmak?

Why do 20-something women get most of the boob jobs? Who was the first woman to get a boob job?

Why is the clock in my office ticking so loud?

How come I can’t concentrate on work today?..if I get it done now I can relax (LOL) later.

How did I manage to break every fingernail except my ring finger left hand? Should I cut that nail even with the others.

What is the price of gas going to be when I pick Princess up from horse camp?

I can’t believe they actually brought that pretty horse into the classroom. Can you call a horse pretty?

Damn..I just looked at the work schedule for tomorrow...I had better get my butt in gear and get these OP notes done..the H&Ps will be coming in at 4..

hmm...since I’ll be typing H&Ps tonight should I take a nap now........

OH..NO..not another one.

Happened AGAIN...yesterday. Out in our loverly back yard.

Princess had a friend spend the night and they wanted to use the little pool. Had to waddle out there to clean it out since it has not be used since last week and it was full of grass, leaves, dead bugs, (but no dead birds)..etc.

The girls up near the pool..fat momma here down by the house to turn on the hose (in barefeet again..you would think I would learn) and as I start to go towards them..there in the grass..a little (2 foot long) SNAKE!! DARN IT!!!!

I tell the girls about it and being 8-year-olds...they want to see it. So we are on the other side of Chef Husband's herb garden looking at it through, appropriately enough, a CHICKEN wire fence..like the thing couldn't come and get us. LOL. I take a picture of it but my camera doesn't have a wonderful zoom feature so you can't really see it.

Anyway we wander in the house and decide to leave little snakey alone. It is still early morning so maybe once the blazing sun comes out snakey will be asleep. UGH.

I use the opportunity to play teacher and we look up the snake online. Lucky for me...our state has a good website for those of us who don't have a clue about the critters.

http://www.oplin.org/snake/quick%20id/cp_striped03.html

This is what we decided it must be (Garter snake). Of course Princess was upset because it eats worms..she likes worms..strange child.

Forward to the afternoon under blazing hot sun..snakey is gone and girls are playing in the pool and outside. They find a little frog and want to keep it. I tell them to let it go..it must live in the wild.

All the while I am thinking..oh..no..that is why snakey was in the yard..we have a snake buffet happening..worms and frogs and snakes...oh my

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

snake update

Remember my run in with the snake yesterday...well the story gets better.

Seems Ms. Snake decided to pay the neighbors a visit about an hour after my run it with him/her.

Mom and Dad Neighbor were out running errands and oldest Daughter Neighbor was home alone. Oldest Daughter Neighbor graduated high school last year and was visiting. She was home and since the weather has been somewhat pleasant she had the front wooden door open (glass/screen door still closed). While watching TV..she notices something swinging at the top of the doorway. Walks over to investigate and what is staring at her through the glass...YES...Ms. SNAKE! Seems that Ms. Snake slithered up a piece of lattice that is next to the front door and was just hanging out..literally.

Well she screams and calls Mom and Dad to inform them. Mom says make sure the glass door is pulled tight and close the wooden door. She does this.

Mom and Dad come home and Mom is walking carefully onto the porch looking for snake near door...asks Dad where it is and he points mere inches from her on the glider. She jumps, screams and goes towards other neighbor house. LOL.

Hero Neighbor Dad gets something and pushes Ms. Snake all the way across the street to the woods. We are sure that Ms. Snake might have road rash from being pushed across the street but sorry about her luck.

The most frightening part of this whole story...seems that Youngest Daughter Neighbor was cutting the grass yesterday and ran over a smaller snake...so it might be that we have a "nest" of them and Ms. Snake was really "Momma Snake".

Can you say.....thinking of "House for Sale". LOL.....

Monday, June 16, 2008

YUCK..

Two things I really dislike in the animal kingdom....snakes and rats. I know..each animal has its own use but I would prefer that they stay far...far...far away from me.

So today:

Darling handsome husband (a.k.a. DHH) cut the grass before heading off to work. He was telling me about how the new pool for Princess (twin pool to the one that had a dead bird in it the day after we set it up) was getting cloudy, so he was going to put some bleach into it. No problem..as long as there were no more birds floating..I didn’t want to have to buy a third pool this year and have another bird funeral.

Well anyway.....I had been slogging away typing shoulder scopes this morning and figured I needed a break to see some sunlight. I wander out with no shoes on cause I like to feel soft cut grass on my feet. We check out the pool, dump some bleach into it, I glance at the garden that we have not had to water since we planted it... thanks Mother Nature, my tomatoes are lookin great.. and I am prepared to head back in.

Well lucky for me I have arthritis and tend to walk slower than any normal human...so DHH gets to the back door first and says.... "Whoa..Look here".... what is there...A HUGE SNAKE...yes a HUGE snake!!!! Have I said how much I hate snakes..goes back to school when I had a run in with a rattler. Where the hell was this thing when I came out of that same door five minutes before hmmm?????? in my bare feet no less????

Anyway, this HUGE snake is trying to get into our nice cool garage. Thankfully I closed the door when I came out because this thing starts to go up the door. It was up near the handle of the door with half its body still on the patio...YIKES is the damn thing going to open the door!!! I froze in place in the grass. There was NOOOO WAY..I was going anywhere near that thing. DHH is trying to get me to come look at it. It is a "pretty black snake"...Hell...no snake is "pretty"

So DHH goes through the gate and around into the garage to get something to get it away from the door so chicken wife can get back to the safe world of orthopaedic dictation. He comes back with a pole...and pushes it off the patio and into the bushes.. Now..me I would have put the darn thing into a bucket and taken it off to the woods across the street, if I wasn’t frozen in place...but no..he just pushes into the bushes..RIGHT NEXT TO THE PATIO...the same patio Princess painted with her Crayola paints just last night. UGH. So now for the rest of this summer...I am going to be waiting for this snake to wrap itself around my baby’s leg when she is out painting..

He insists it won’t bother anyone...yeah..right..sure..I’m not going out there without a rake or some other garden tool anymore..for that matter..why do I need to check the garden, or help BBQ, or watch Princess in her pool....for....the...rest....of...this... summer..YUCK!!!

Never liked the tails on rats or mice for that matter. Just totally grosses me out..but that is another story...

Anyone know a "snake whisperer"?

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Random lists

Random things I have typed this morning:
cyclophotocoagulation
intermetatarsal
hallux abductovalgus with metatarsus primus adductus (I really dislike podiatrists.)
reapposed using a 4-0 Vicryl
enchondroma curettage
impingement syndrome
purulent discharge (ewww...)
meniscectomy
acromioclavicular

Random dislikes:
podiatrists
traffic
dead skunks in the road (ewww...)
wet dog
spam e-mail

Random likes:
sunshine
happy camper
husband who loves cooking
clean laundry
light work load
swimming pool
early bedtime

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Kids can bowl for free

Something to do when it is too hot out or the weather is terrible.

http://www.kidsbowlfree.com

Friday, June 6, 2008

School's out for the summer

YIPPEE...school is out for the summer....come on...sing with me.."School's out for the summer".. LOL

I no longer have to get up at 6:30 am every M-F. I get to sleep until about 7:30. Amazing how that hour makes a HUGE difference to me.

Princess will be attending various "summer camps" which she ALWAYS LOVES. She will be learning about "artists, butterflies, horses, American girl dolls, rockets, miniatures, and music". Should be a fun time for her.

Me..I'll just be typing shoulder scopes, knee scopes, cataracts, tummy tucks, boob jobs, ortho doctor dictation.....all in the name of my job as a MT...ugh...wish I was rich and didn't have to work.

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Yikes...I've been tagged

The rules: Each player answers the questions about themselves. At the end of the post, the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then go to their blogs and leaves them a comment, letting them know they’ve been tagged and asking them to read your blog. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve posted your answer.

1. Why did you start your blog? Cause I wanted one that was for those not on myspace.

2. How did you come up with your blog name? Well I work from home and have a tendency to not want to work, so I wish that I could avoid work, and thus my mind wanders ALOT..especially while listening to doctors yammer on and on and on.....

3. Do your friends and family know about your blog, and what do they think? Some do..mostly stranger friends.

4. How do you write posts? I type them when I am avoiding doctor dictation that is waiting for me...like right now..

5. Have you ever had a troll or had to delete unkind comments? Nope not yet.

6. Do you check your stats or care how many people read your blog? Sometimes. I am curious to see where people are from.

Now I'm just going to tag three..

T
C
T2

Sunday, May 25, 2008

No more training wheels

Well she did it!! Finally no more training wheels.

She got the courage to finally take them off. Considering that we had been raising them slightly over the past few months without her knowing, I would say it is about time!

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

My New Philosophy

Save the Earth—it’s the only planet with chocolate!

Traffic report

Today's traffic report on the radio on the way to school:

"There is a rooster interfering with traffic on Rip Rap Road".

My daughter's response:

"Wonder what the chickens think about that.."


no kidding... :-)

Thursday, May 15, 2008

Questions/comments I have heard in the last year.

I need to put pickles on my eyes cause the’re swollen..
I wish I could hug you for 12 hours.
Oh my goodness..that fart shattered my butt.
The looker back thingy (rear view mirror)
The music scared a sneeze out of me.
I want heaven to be in dirt, cause at the grave they bury you in dirt.
Can you put garlic powder on your butt like baby powder?
Do birds have necks?
Does a duck weigh more than a violin?
When was the first war?
Has Santa ever been sick in flight?
Why do boys call girls chicks?
Plain eggs are my passion.
This banana makes my tummy feel warm and cozy.
Man’s best friend in this house is the stove.
Did the radio go blind?
I didn’t know that people who were 55 could still run.
I wonder if there are restrooms in heaven.
Look at that..her booby crack is showing!


I LOVE BEING A MOTHER!!

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Ants

Okay...I love spring...but had HATE ANTS!!! and I really HATE ANTS in the kitchen. We have had the occasional ant around the house (mostly the office) in the past. No big deal.

This morning....M and E leave for work/school. I turn off the kitchen and dining room lights and head off into the office. Check work. Finish my cup of coffee and decide to go back to the kitchen to get a refill and maybe get some toast for breakfast. What happens...

I turn on the light and suddenly ALL OVER THE COUNTER are these little black ANTS. I see them marching in a trail from behind the upper cabinet, down behind the microwave and next to the toaster. So I start smashing the damn things. Yank the microwave out...smash...smash...smash the little devils. Check the loaf of bread and muffins that were on the counter. Luckily they had not found those items yet. I triple check and then stick them in the fridge. Throw the toaster out into the garage.

After I stem the marching flow I then walk outside to see where the hell they are getting in. I see the place and grab the can of Raid from the garage and spray the hell out of them. The whole side of the house is dripping in Raid.. Take that you critters.

So then I go back into the kitchen...get out the bleach and start washing EVERYTHING. Now the kitchen walls, floor, counters, cabinets, and microwave have been cleaned. I have spent the last 4 hours cleaning every square inch of my kitchen and dining room. There is not a crumb to be found for those damn ANTS.

Still have not eaten as I have lost any desire to eat...GRRRR...DAMN ANTS!!

Friday, May 9, 2008

Eight

Eight years ago, at this time, I was being "prepped and draped in the usual sterile fashion" for the arrival of my baby!

Em is


Imaginative

Girlie

Humorous

Treasured


I love this child more than life itself.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Bumper sticker

Interesting bumper sticker this morning:

"When Bush took office the price of gas was $1.46."

Saw that at the gas station where I paid $3.52 for gas today.. hmmmmm...makes you wonder...

Hummingbirds

Our hummingbirds are back!! I know..my only excitement for the summer. Princess E and I love to watch them on the front porch. If only I had a camera that had a super amazing zoom feature. I would sit there all day and take pictures.

Lord, I swear some days I feel like I am turning into may Aunt Jean....I look forward to the birds and the mailman.. The disadvantage of working from home.

Friday, April 18, 2008

I didn't know

Got an e-mail confirming shipment of something I ordered. This little blerb was at the bottom.

"UPS, UPS brandmark, and the Color Brown are trademarks of United Parcel Service of America, Inc. All Rights Reserved. "


I didn't think anything of it at first but then...It struck me...."the Color Brown" is property of UPS??...I didn't know you could copywrite colors!?!?

I think I need to get me to a patent office and copywrite my favorite color.."olive green"..or maybe "yellow"..or "sunrise orange".. wonder how much it would cost. Do you think crayola knows this?

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

AT LAST!!

After hunting I finally find a place that has news I want to read. I am so tired of war, death, famine, guns, violence all in the name of news.

http://www.happynews.com/index.htm

Connections

It is all about connections. Ms. Ro answered another question on her blog http://www.rosie.com/

OH-Ang Writes:
Herschel Walker new book on his Dissociative Identity. Not a football fan but I find it facinating. Do you think we all have a hint of this?
a hint

I have requested the book from the library. I find psychology facinating. I should have gone back to school.

Friday, April 11, 2008

hmmm...

Homeschooling an only child...good idea or bad?....something to think about and look into.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

avoiding part 2

Another thing to do to avoid work....

http://www.embedtube.com/uploads/33101407Realage.swf

Actually I was a good girl...and got my work completed for now..just waiting for the next batch to come in..around 4 pm.

avoiding

Well here I sit..avoiding work again.LOL..

I have surfed the web for the last hour...when I could have had a good portion of my work completed already...not fun..like a child avoiding homework. WAHHH....I don't wanna...mom..

I keep looking up at the fortune I found in my american Chinese fortune cookie last year..It is posted just above this little computer of mine..

"You'll accomplish more if you start now."

Yeah..well...guess I had better do it....damn smart alec fortune....

Friday, March 28, 2008

my baby

My baby is a baby no longer. She is all grown up and has glasses now.

Goodness..started braces..she has pimples..and now glasses..we girls know what comes next..Lord Help Me!!

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

strange question

Came across this question while reading another friend’s blog.

If you were poop, would you prefer to be a floater or a sinker?

Something to ponder...

Monday, March 17, 2008

motherless mothers

In memory of a mother..March 17, 1976.

People die because of drunk drivers and the life of a little girl is never the same.
I recommend these this author and her books:

http://www.hopeedelman.com/

Friday, March 14, 2008

My poor baby...yet another one of her friend "moves" or transfers to a different school. This has happened EVERY SINGLE year that she has been attending school.

Preschool: Z moves to California
Kinder: S R. also moves to California
1st: K transfers to C----- public.
2nd: K transfers B---- public.

This poor child...she never wants to have a "best friend" because they end up moving or transferring schools and she never gets to see them.

She knew that today was going to be K’s last day and cried this morning before school. Then this afternoon when we pick her up..she is sobbing like she "lost her best friend". It was completely heart breaking. She cried all the way to China Cottage (25 minutes). We decided to go there to help cheer her up.

Why can’t I find a school close to home (THAT I LIKE) where she can have friends come over and hang out.

Speaking of schools...the hunt for another option is on. Figured I would look again and see if there was something out there that would "fit" our family better (and maybe was closer to home). If not we will be in the same place for another year...hopefully with a teacher who is caring, human, willing to communicate, will be a partner in the teaching process, etc...I know..I am literally asking for a miracle.

Everyone pray to your respective "powers to be" for me and for Ms. Em

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

WAHHHH

Okay..I don't treat myself very often but about a year ago I got hooked on McDonalds French Vanilla Cappuccino (thanks to my DH). They were WONDERFUL! My perfect version of "CANDY coffee". Delish..fab...tasty..

So the other day, I stop by my fav McD's after dropping the muchkin off at school. Zip into the drive-thru..gonna grab a yummy coffee and off to work. Well I place my order and suddenly the voice from the box says the words I have been dreading since I got hooked on the damn things

"We're sorry...we don't carry that anymore".

"AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOO. I yell...You just broke my heart" (I really did cry out..) She says...sorry...(and she really sounded like she was sorry..LOL)

Fine..I'll take a vanilla coffee...I am heart broken. My one treat to myself...taken away...hopes dashed...sob...

I have tried to google the info about them, tried the McD website and put in question..but alas no response. So if anyone knows of a McDonalds that is still selling them, how to make them, where to get the mix that tastes just like it...please let me know!

Meanwhile I'll be pouting with my plain old vanilla coffee....boo..hoo..

Friday, March 7, 2008

tired of snow

Okay...it is the 7th of March...and what is happening...we are expected to get 8-12 inches of FRICKIN SHOW!!!!! The most we have had all winter!
Currently we have about 3-4...I'll have to post a picture later. I am so ready for sun shine and temps above 65! I'm like a bear ready to get out of this den...growl.

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

swirling

The pit is back in my stomach.. thinking about finances again. Taxes, school tuition, plane tickets, monthly bills. Why did the DVD player break? Could we have waited for a new one? Why can I not stop stressing over it all? Going on less than 4 hours of sleep per night. Working frantically like a squirrel gathering for the tough times. Still this feeling of uncertainty. Hate it. What is happening in 2008. Am I losing it. Medicine change again..cause or effect.

Finding that the rain adds to the process. Raining..thinking..stressing. Garage flooded again. Shoes wet..yelled this morning..sad drop off...guilt sets in and will last until pick up...tears now flow...yet more water. So need some sun. Is this the symptom of SAD..do I need a "grow lamp" or just to hit the lottery..LOL.

Saturday, March 1, 2008

gonna do it

Well I did it. I booked a flight for Em and I to go see Grampa, GranT, Aunt T, Aunt J, B, and all the rest of the gang. I so need to visit.

Of course I feel incredibly guilty cause my honey will be home all alone on Easter. So hard constantly feeling torn between wanting to see family and yet stay with my love.

Friday, February 22, 2008

quiet

So quiet in the house. M at work. Em at a sleepover.. Just me and the dog. First time in awhile especially in the evening.

I'll finish up some work, start the washing machine, throw salt on the ice skating rink..(um..driveway), tidy up Em's room (you know..get rid of the papers and stuff that is really trash..would be nice to see the top of her dresser..), and maybe watch a girly movie.

I'm getting old..used to be I would be getting ready to hit the bars around this time...oh..about 15-20 years ago...wow..it has been that long..damn..

Well there is something about being older... comfy sweats, John Denver on the CD player, and just the quiet solitude.

Thursday, February 21, 2008

dreams in song

Did you ever go to sleep and have your dreams filled with songs?

That is what happened to me last night. It was sort of like my own personal music video. I dreamt of loved ones who have passed and it was amazing.

Brad and Dolly singing "When I Get Where I am going". It was so comforting to see those that I love in peace, feeling healthy, and happy.

Makes me cry missing them but I was comforted with seeing them in my dreams and I got their
loving messages last night

Friday, February 15, 2008

thinking

What are certain Mothers teaching their children? If there is a group around and you hear them talking down about someone else or someone else's child it makes you wonder. Especially if they are "friends" with the person they are gossiping about....What do they say about me and my child when I am not around? What do they teach their daughters and sons at home, during family time? Why is it that under the "cover" of religion people can be rude, hurtful, gossip, laugh? Do I want my child to be in contact with these individuals? Many times I feel like an outsider as I stand there..almost unseen..quietly listening. I am trying to raise my child to be a gentle soul, a caring individual, willing to help others no matter what class, gender, religion, race they are.

Granted I am not perfect and my child is not perfect but I refuse to talk nasty about others. My philosophy: Beginning today, treat everyone you meet as if he or she were going to be dead by midnight. Extend to them all the care, kindness, and understanding you can muster, and do so with no thought of any reward. Your life will never be the same again.

My heart was lifted when we got home. My baby told me how she helped two different children who had bloody noses today (one a boy and one a girl). During recess...one hit with a ball. Accidents happen. Children are children especially when finally able to go outside and play in the sun. She was not involved but she was being the caring soul I am trying to raise and was willing to walk with the injured child into school to get help. Being a friend.

If only all children were willing to help others in need. Those gentle souls grow to be gentle adults and just imagine what this world would be like in the future.

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

snow days

Is it bad to wish for a snow day harder that your own child?

The Chicken Little weather people were at it last night..."oh...the big snow is comin, the big snow is coming"...all we needed to hear were the words "hunker down" and I would have lost it.

Anyway...supposed to get 4-6 inches...HAHAHAHA..maybe got 1 if we were lucky. The sleet has
started now and I am more worried about that.

Thankfully the schools were smart and closed. YIPPEE! Got to sleep in until 7:45 today..woohoo! Granted I was up at 5:30 cause honey had to go out into it. I worry when he travels farther from home.

Sometimes loving someone so much can be scary when you worry so. M&Em...they are my love and my life.

Monday, January 28, 2008

voting

Okay. I am so over this a$$hole of a president that this country has. It is to the point where I hear his voice/name/see his face and I just scream and turn the channel. I am ready for someone new. Why is it that the current batch of contenders leaves a bit to be desired? Interesting web site I found.

Who should I vote for?

Hopefully the link will work. Was not real happy with the answer it gave me but then again I dislike them all. I think it might come down to McCain and Oprah..I mean O'bama. If we could squish them together like clay and get just one person with all the good points of both, I think this country might have a chance.

So tired of being broke..working 12-14 hours a day and making less than I made in 2003. Isn't ones income supposed to go up over the years. Instead mine has been in freefall mode. Don't know what else I can do. Had to cut important things...like Em's school. A whole nother story I won't get started on. Let's just say it breaks my heart when my baby has a constant "stomach ache" when ever you mention school. What am I supposed to do now? We are just trying to hold on until summer and hopefully it will get better. I mean we eventually have to stop falling right? I am just worried the impact when we do stop will bring a whole new case of problems.

Think I'm getting an ulcer......

Time to get to work....everyone breath and pray..

Friday, January 11, 2008

Bring back the stone tablet and horse.

Day from hell yesterday..computers crashing, luckily had back up laptop that would do for a few days. Had to copy important info to save. Forgot about important internet info like address book and bookmarks. Ugh...to remember passwords again. Nightmare. What good are computers again??? Not even my computer. Instead helping and cause lost work hours for me. Digital cable out...hours on the phone with clueless people..finally someone with a brain last night after 45 minutes on hold...yes..I actually stayed on hold that long. Tech can’t come out til next week..ugh..well don’t have time to watch TV anyway.Work until midnight..new meaning to burning the midnight oil. Up from 6 am to midnight and back up at 6 am.

Work website down this morning...is that a sign from above for me to go back to bed and get a few more hours? If so...I’m gonna take it.

Not even going to deal with the truck story.

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

crazy world

Crazy world
Full of crazy contradictions
Like a child.
First you drive me wild,
And then you win my heart
With your wicked art.
One minute tender, gentle,
Then temp'ramental as a summer storm.
Just when I believe your heart's getting warmer,
You're cold and you're cruel,
And I, like a fool, trying to cope,
Trying to hang on to hope.
Crazy world,
Ev'ryday the same old roller coaster ride.
But I've got my pride,
I won't give in,
Eventhough I know I'll never win.
Oh, how I love this
Crazy world.

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

The thoughts go swirling around in my head like the water when you have drained the tub. I am not sure what the year holds in store but I feel that it is going to be churning like the water. I just hope I can survive the ebb and flow of life.

Tune time

Take care of you. Other tunes to enjoy.

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